Sean Pou. 20. SoCal. Studying Comparative World Literature at CSULB.“If you only read the books that everyone else is reading, you can only think what everyone else is thinking.” - Haruki Murakami
MY FUCKING HOMIE GAVE HIS GIRL NYQUIL TO PUT HER ASS TO SLEEP SO HE CAN HANG OUT WITH ME OMFG IM DEAD
Friend: yo I gave my girl NyQuil tonight so we can hang out. Get ready boyyyyyyy
Me: WTF IS SHE ALRIGHT YOURE BASICALLY DRUGGING HER
Friend: it’s coo.
Me: FUCK YOU MEAN “it’s coo.” YOU JUST PUT YA GIRL TO SLEEP SO YOU CAN HANG OUT WITH ME?!
Friend: yeah now get ready
There was this one time during CCEJ Building Bridges Camp that reaches out to equality among race/genders that I attended during high school, and I remember this girl who liked me at the camp started a rumor that I was a total manwhore/slut and I didn’t even know the girl at all. We were from different schools from different cities and she started that rumor because she didn’t want any of the other girls to try and get at me by setting up this rumor. So by the second day, I noticed that I got some pretty weird looks and awkward social interactions from different girls while she was the only one who was so kind and friendly to me. I didn’t find out until one of my other friends told me that there was a rumor going around in the camp to watch out for me. That shit blew my mind because I was there with the sole intentions of experiencing social equality and trying to learn how it affects individuals on a deeper level. How the fuck did I end up in that kind of mess some girls be fucking ruthless.
I need to keep my feelings in check so they don’t completely destroy me, but how am I supposed to do that when I’m an emotional wreck.